But if he did not warn you, warn yourself. But now, I'm the dead kid. I DID NOT warn myself. I saw it coming but didn't prepare for the end.
It is the worst sickness. No pathogens, no common symptoms, nothing. If there is a symptom, trying to get him out of your head is one. you only know that you have it when it's slowly killing you within. And the only half-cure is crying.
It's not wrong to long for a person you had before. It's just a proof that you should still be good with them in a way that you care for them even if they left you hanging.
There is no such a reason like feeling sorry because he dragged you into this. It's only a lame excuse to escape everyting that is not explained clearly before leaving.
Being dragged into is like being not a significant part of their life. One word that equates to it? OUCH.
It's OKAY not to be okay. So let me be today. Don't ask me because I'll not entertain your questions. You can't be angry at someone who means nothing to you.
I had to be aware of the aftershocks. I know they will come. I'd be used to it so just let me be until I'll find myself having the reason to smile again.
"Know that despite your heartbreak, the world revolves witout you--and does not revolve around you."
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