Saturday, January 24, 2009

heart wrung out.

A CHANGE after these years.

I've been turning down persuasions to cut my hair short because I don't IT want to be short. Haha. :D Because I don't want to see myself again in an apple haircut.

I never changed my hairstyle to straight cut with the flowing locks. The last time I saw myself in a bob cut was Grade 3, I guess, wherein I cried my heart out seeing my hair fall on the floor. I endlessly blame the hairstyler for cutting it VERY SHORT that opposed to an agreement of JUST A TRIM.

I only trusted one hairstyler since that time and trusted one hairstyle, always reassuring that TRIM DEFINES JUST AN INCH OR TWO. :))

Long locks have the unluckiest chances in the world but still decided to keep it from then till yesterday. They were always loser in catfights wherein your enemy would just pull your hair away and you're simply carried away. Hehe.

Another one, everyone loves making tricks on your hair like attempting to cut a bundle of hair in the middle of your head (and yes, it happened to me during high school, imagine I had bangs in the middle of nowhere), the target of correction fluids and other things that are still worse.

If you'll ask me why I chose to keep it long, I'm afraid of the word CHANGE.

Successfully, someone (until almost everybody) persuaded me cut it short. Haha. AYOKO TALAGA EH. MABIGAT MAN SA LOOB KO PERO SIGE NA NGA KASI INIWAN NA AK0 NI JHIE AT MEME.Bahala na kung sinong unang makakita. :D

It's a heart-wrenching disbelief seeing myself seating and watching my hair fall on the floor again... cutting it in half-a-ruler length, not doing it in a straight cut anymore. I know I'll miss it but I had to let go. Haha. STRESSFUL NA KASI MASYADO. I'll miss going to school without actually combing my hair (and sometimes still drpping wet,gross), no more feeling shampoo commercial moments and no more mabilis maubusan ng shampoo incidents. :))

BABAYU SADAKO PAOLA. :)

Haha. Okay, before I finally decided to let go of it, Cierine texted me this quote that made me gave in more:


"It's not hard to own something. You just have to know it's yours and then be willing to let it go."--Stardust

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