And what the fudge.
Bakit ba affected much ako sa mga nalaman ko today. And my networking life is soo busy right now because of these stuffs. Yes, too much of catching up sizzling news from the people whom I really miss right now.
It started with my HS bestfriend, Jonas. Nalaman ko na that he already had a girlfriend. LOL. I mean what's wrong with that nga naman. Haha. I kinda felt bad lang because he promised me before we graduated form high school that I'll be the first person he'd tell to if that happens. Six months ago, they got together and I had no idea. So I felt sad because I never knew it.
Then next, my sister Celine. I became hysterical when I knew that he already got her first boyfriend. LIKE WHAT THE HECK, HOW COME I DIDN'T KNOW. One month na nga daw sila. My mom even knew it first. And I was crying at the front of my laptop while chatting with her on the Facebook. Hell yes, I look like crazy here crying for joy or whatever. I said I'm making tampo but I can't. Di naman ako naiinggit or what but I felt sad din. Maybe because I haven't seen her for awhile and I still see her as my small sister. Shit. I know it's mushy. That is how CHANGE do a lot nowadays. Palibahasa, I'm a year older na after few hours kaya napapaemote nang todo.
I was crying since Friday for no reasons. Maybe because of growing up pains. Eto na naman tayo sa crisis. I get so emotional. Shift of moods na rin siguro ito.
I recall what my sister said kanina sa chat, "Hehe. Darating din ung sa'yo Ate Pao. Malay mo nasa tabi-tabi lang. Hahaha. Tabi-tabi means yung deny pang wala siyang nararamdaman sa'yo. pakshet ang corny." Ang mature na yata ng kapatid ko. Naiyak ako lalo sa sinabi niya eh! :')
And another fucking incident, my ex PM-ed me in Facebook, telling me I still look pretty but prettier this time since I look good with my bestfriend. Sarcasm counts. LOL.
Oh anyway, CHANGE IS THE ONLY THING THAT'S PERMANENT. Change is what makes people misunderstood each other. Maybe next time, I should get a life, break my routines, meet new people, smile more often to enjoy life.
Ganyan talaga. Tsk, ako na lang ata ang walang pagbabago sa buhay eh. :))
Bakit ba affected much ako sa mga nalaman ko today. And my networking life is soo busy right now because of these stuffs. Yes, too much of catching up sizzling news from the people whom I really miss right now.
It started with my HS bestfriend, Jonas. Nalaman ko na that he already had a girlfriend. LOL. I mean what's wrong with that nga naman. Haha. I kinda felt bad lang because he promised me before we graduated form high school that I'll be the first person he'd tell to if that happens. Six months ago, they got together and I had no idea. So I felt sad because I never knew it.
Then next, my sister Celine. I became hysterical when I knew that he already got her first boyfriend. LIKE WHAT THE HECK, HOW COME I DIDN'T KNOW. One month na nga daw sila. My mom even knew it first. And I was crying at the front of my laptop while chatting with her on the Facebook. Hell yes, I look like crazy here crying for joy or whatever. I said I'm making tampo but I can't. Di naman ako naiinggit or what but I felt sad din. Maybe because I haven't seen her for awhile and I still see her as my small sister. Shit. I know it's mushy. That is how CHANGE do a lot nowadays. Palibahasa, I'm a year older na after few hours kaya napapaemote nang todo.
I was crying since Friday for no reasons. Maybe because of growing up pains. Eto na naman tayo sa crisis. I get so emotional. Shift of moods na rin siguro ito.
I recall what my sister said kanina sa chat, "Hehe. Darating din ung sa'yo Ate Pao. Malay mo nasa tabi-tabi lang. Hahaha. Tabi-tabi means yung deny pang wala siyang nararamdaman sa'yo. pakshet ang corny." Ang mature na yata ng kapatid ko. Naiyak ako lalo sa sinabi niya eh! :')
And another fucking incident, my ex PM-ed me in Facebook, telling me I still look pretty but prettier this time since I look good with my bestfriend. Sarcasm counts. LOL.
Oh anyway, CHANGE IS THE ONLY THING THAT'S PERMANENT. Change is what makes people misunderstood each other. Maybe next time, I should get a life, break my routines, meet new people, smile more often to enjoy life.
Ganyan talaga. Tsk, ako na lang ata ang walang pagbabago sa buhay eh. :))
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