excerpts from my ex-diary

As I clean my room again for the nth time, I found my blue diary about my 4th year high school tales. As usual, it was full of sketches of a girl with a long hair and a boy...yeah, just a plain boy. No other descriptions. Haha.

I noticed that almost of my tales there were all about heartbreaks (and that’s why I keep on laughing because of jealous-ness and revenge plans before), the weird pretensions and the countdown to my HS graduation. I even had 100 things to do before grad (and only few were done).

The funny part was, I used to bring my diary everyday in school and ALWAYS jot down the “tale for the day” in our Physics class wherein fact, our teacher was right in front of me (yes, I’m seated at the front—and I’m in the center table). He could not possibly caught me doing other things because I’m doing a pseudolistening act. For example, I nod pretentiously when he says, “Einsteins, did you understand?” He also thought that I copy his drawings in the board...but i do naman. With hearts nga lang yung drawing ng simple circuit.

Now here are some notable excerpts from my rotten diary:

November 27, 2006

I saw my crush! Yay for me! And that made me write my essay with enthusiasm throughout the whole essay writing contest. But I had a problem. The contest was SCIENCE FESTIVAL – DIVISION LEVEL and expect that the contestants should write about what they think of renewable resources can do to our country with its disadvantages. Uh-oh. I can’t be featuristic today. This is not our school paper where i can write feature stories. It can’t be. AJA!
Good thing, at the end of the day, judges announced my name who won the 1st place. Good.
Okay, i miss Einsteins now. We’re rushing our cheering stunts. I knew it, my classmates were on the field practicing again.

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Stupid days of January, now 2007!

We’re back to normal, I mean, cheering competitions we’re over. I’m here at the Physics room again with my classmates feeling the burden of boredom. All i have to do is stare at the board, write what Sir Benj is saying, and...doodle his name? AND WHAT NAME? Whose name?
I can’t believe it! Ah, it must be my Mongol’s uncontrollable mistake. Back to the class discussion, I had the fear that I can’t change my procrastination attitude anymore.
Bell rings, the class is over. And i learned something today. Total distance of an object from its origin and the TOTAL DISTANCE FROM YOU TO HIM...WHERE YOU CAN SNATCH A CHANCE TO HAVE A GLIMPSE OF HIM... end.