Running

Everyday becomes routinary. I sometimes feel bad and bored about that fact and sometimes I feel lucky for making everything turn into just automaticity.

Same things are running in my head for the whole month of January now, for every darn day. And it even feels bad that sometimes they are just like "bullets" adding up into a pile of "to-do lists". Hay.

And I have to get them off in my mental space:

• my high school bestfriend is ALSO leaving the country--my one and only friend. Can you imagine now how I sucked as a high school dork? I got only one and he's also leaving. Why does everybody seem to leave. :|
• bye bye hard-earned salary, say hello to arts and crafts materials
• should I resign or stay
• LET or Psych Board Exams
• file an application for Civil Service
• SpEd internship for 200 hours (!!!)
• I'm dying I wanna sleep forever

Okay, thoughts of sleep-deprived. :|