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I felt desperate before the midnight striked in. Desperate for my requirement in MA to finish but did not push through. Here I am, in the couch, slacked the whole afternoon, reading random shits in twitter, instead. One of my twit friends tweeted that tonight, there will be a meteor shower. Amazing, isn't it? :) And I know, I'll never ever outgrow my interests in Astronomy stuffs like stars and like. And how I never ever overcome my belief in making wishes to these entities, and what's even funny, I do believe in 11:11 wishes. I have to tell you that my 11:11 wishes came true--well, it worked for me. Except for the fact that it would take a long time for my wish to come true--but worth the wait--to the point that when my wish comes true, all of sudden I'd remember that it came from my 11:11 wish. Yeah. I tend to forget what I wished, always. :))

And now, I'm here outside the house, desperately waiting for those entities to dashed out from the sky. As of the making of this blog entry, I've been here for 41 minutes or so. Still, no meteor as of the press time. HAHAHA! But I won't give up! Never ever giving up is one of my best traits but sometimes I think this could be a worst trait for me, too. HAHAHA. So other signs of NOT giving up of yours truly is ultimately google-ing the location of constellation Bootes because this is where the meteors will be coming from. How desperate. 

As of the writing, I came to ask myself, "Did I just desperately relied on these signs?". Or something llike my wishes just came true because coincidence allowed it to happen. But no, I did not believe in coincidences. Never ever. Instead, I thought on how beautiful those stars right now. I suddenly thought we are like continuing to search for things that don't come, for things that we don't see and we tend to overlook what's there already infront of us.

I realized that while waiting for the meteors, I watched the stars instead. And appreciated how these entities are etched beautifully in the dark blue sky. How they smile to us. And from that, I already know what wish I would have next. :)