Tuesday, August 19, 2008

trying to get over.

Current Mood:My Unkymood Punkymood (Unkymoods)
My birthday last Saturday was such a BUMMER. I got so bored eating my own handa at the house with my siblings. And watched Bring It On 4 (yes, after a decade of Prelims, I got this time to watch DVD) and thought about being a BITCH for a day. But that can't be. I can't be. I'm always the childish even I'm the eldest. I'm mommy's and daddy's (yes, both! So don't be surprise why I'm a spoiled brat.) and both of my siblings would agree to that!


I never tried to outgrow teddy bears (any stuffed toys) and still keep them at the head side of my bed and another one for my hugging purposes. Surprisingly, I got a teddy bear again from an acquaintance yesterday. We're not close but she didn't forget my birthday! WOW! So I named the teddy bear GLAD. :) I named it Glad because, that bear of hers made me smiled last night even I'm so down because of someone who doesn't appreciate my efforts! Amp. So to Gladies Enriquez, my ex-roomie, super thanks for cheering me up, I'll miss you. Mushy ba? :P


Anyway, going back to that boring day, this someone of mine is a dumb-ass. Haha. Sorry for the word. He's almost saying that I'm not worth his attention anymore. Ah, whatever. Am I getting too selfish here? Of course no. I just want to get what I deserve. *evil laugh.*


OKAY, after the Prelims week, today's the first day of judgment day (according to seatmate Tricia's planner). I'm so uber okay of my Prelims scores. :)
My scores quite alleviated my depression.
At last, my puyatan sessions had finally paid off! But still I'm hoping. I'm at risk at Chem Lec and LAb. Haayy, let's see tomorrow.
*fingers crossed.*

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